It's 6.30am now & I can't sleep.
Worrying bout somethin.
Somethin that i couldn't express here.
The worrying feeling makes me scared.
Scared that i might lose somethin.
As i've already lost an opportunity for the shoots.
Photographer from Eyedear wanted to gimme an extreme bikini shot for the daily chilli babes but I couldn't attend for the meet up because of some fucked up transportation prob & it's all because of you!Not you,different you.
I've always lost good opportunities into fame and i'm doin it again in 2010.When the fuck am i gonna stop?FML.
I feel like dying now,I feel so lifeless.
Sleep at 6am wake up at 6pm everyday,i'm a monster.
I seriously need to get some sleeping pills,can't take it anymore.
I don't care bout the effects I just wanna sleep without a broken heart.
I don't even care if I die the next day.
I'm so emo now.
& Now waitin for hui ting to come jogging wimme. *LOL*
Hopefully she wont ppk me.
I wanna settle my problems really fast can't afford to drag it anymore.
I'm coming for you after that,don't trip on me darling.
xoxo
