Merry Christmas babies.
It's been too long since i last blogged that i can't even remember myself.
It's just that my life has these up's and down's lately i don't even felt like blogging i just can't find the right words to express myself.
It's been so hard,so hard to try to put things together but in the end it doesn't even matter anymore.
My relationship with my loved one for almost 4years has broken.
It's a bit difficult now to fix things back.
You betrayed me. You don't deserve me.
You said you want me back but i just cant take you back,for now.
I need to learn how to trust again.
Honestly,im scared im terrified to let anyone to come into my life and fucking break my heart again.
My heart is too fragile for playa's like you.
But thanks to you,in the end i grew stronger and wiser.
Im no longer the soft hearted girl in your heart anymore.
The feelings just ain't the same.
It's fading away bit by bit....
All i need is my own time.
Actually im sorta happy now that there are less drama in my life.
& I wanna stay like this,I hope it'll stay.
Im tired...i guess i just need a break.
I'm sorry i had to be cruel to be kind.
Eventually karma will hit you back and i guess it just did.
So tell me boy, how does regret taste like?
For now,i just wanna have a peace of mind.
If im your's i'll be back in time.
xoxo
